probably you didn't wanna know

If I were a month, I’d be May
If I were a day of the week, I’d be Saturday
If I were a time of day, I’d be Sunset
If I were a planet, I’d be Saturn
If I were a sea animal, I’d be a Octopus
If I were a direction, I’d be South
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a bookshelf
If I were a liquid, I’d be rain
If I were a gemstone, I’d be Chrysocolla, the gemstone
If I were a tree, I’d be a maple tree <33
If I were a tool, I’d be a scissors (?
If I were a flower, I’d be a Hydrangea or a rose
If I were a kind of weather, I’d be a rainy
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a guitar
If I were a color, I’d be yellow or orange
If I were an emotion, I’d be calm and then euphoria
If I were a fruit, I’d be a pineapple
If I were a sound, I’d be a good concert and then the silence before the applause
If I were an element, I’d be fire
If I were a car, I’d be mini cooper, beetle or aston martin DB5
If I were a food, I’d be french fries
If I were a place, I’d be a beach and a quite forest
If I were a material, I’d be iron
If I were a taste, I’d be chocolate
If I were a scent, I’d be wet floor after the rain, old books and houses, my mom's perfume
If I were an object, I’d be a light
If I were a body part, I’d be eyes
If I were a facial expression, I’d be surprise
If I were a song, I’d be - cant decide, too many.
If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be my sneakers or and oxford shoe.

how can i say it?

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h i p ó c r i t a

decídete y no trates de quedar bien con todos, eso apesta.

what in hell i'm doing wrong?

tenía tanto que escribir, tanto que decirte, que cuando viniste no supe como empezar, y me callé; y no hice nada por mejorarlo; y deje que todo se fuera escurriendo entre mis dedos; y no fui sincera.

como mierda supero eso ?  conmigo, hablando, riendo, siendo honesta

y con quien lo puedo hacer? ya te dije, me is the answer.

si tengo unas ganas enormes de que esta vida se acabe y que mi dolor cese una ves por todas y no tener que mirar a la cara de nuevo a mis angelitos y aparentar estar bien? porque aparentar si al final te llevas toda la mierda adentro y dejas que se pudra y crezca y se haga tan insoportable que no tengas más opción que explotar.

por que sigo estando aca y escondo todo , cuando antes era todo lo contrario.cuando perdi mi fuerza? no la has perdido, NUNCA has deja de ser tu. a pesar de que el tiempo te ha cambiado o tu hayas querido cambiar, aun veo la esencia que te convierte en quien eres hoy y te hace brillar donde quiera que vayas.

.     xxoodani

one day you might just explode. thousands of tiny particles in the air. vanish from the lives of all the people you know. embark on a fresh new start 

I dont want them to forget me. 

I don't want their new beginning. 

I don't want to know nothing again. 

I do not want to lose everything.

I don't want to suffer all over again.

ps: life sucks, but you knew that.

.     xodani

Los amigos no dejan que los amigos maduren....
ellos viven la vida a concho y después envejecen siendo niños juntos <3

i'll never let you fall, i'll stand up with you f o r e v e r