_nada resultará.

_odio volver a la realidad
_creo fue uno de los peores fin de semanas de mi vida.
_odio no tener plata para nada.
_odio que se olviden que existo.
_gente irresponsable: puede irse a la mierda no me importa..
_gente mentirosa: idem.
_no es sano que me sienta así

the wrong dress

" i want someone to love me 4 who i am

   i want someone to need me is that so bad?

   i want to break all the madness but it's all i have
   i want someone to love me 4 who i am   "

es un a canción super linda. me muestra qe no soy la única que necesita de reconocimiento por quien soy; que no soy la única que quiere alguien a quien poder entregar lo que tengo.


no sé, no sé que ocurrió en estos últimos días que me arrebató todo sentimiento o dolor que este cuerpo podía sostener. ya no tengo nada más que tú puedas querer. estoy vacia, sola, destrozada. más allá de reparación alguna,  porque no hay nada aqui que pueda servir.

i soooo sorry for what i've done lately, i'm not proud of who i am , instead of that, i'm ashamed of myself. not matter what i wish i would do for the persons i really do care, it never gets real. i always screw it up.
days before i get into this mind's pandemonium. i was thinking "what if..."; what if i chose a different path which i will follow?; what if i'm the third part that no one want?; what if i'm just into this because of my lack of ... love 4 myself? but in the end that doesn't count.

what i'm doing here!?

occasionaly i just heard some words that make me feel like i don't belong to this part of the story. maybe i'm the exception to every rule.

i can't let everything go and still be here, enduring, suffering the loss until i can no longer endure even one more minute then I'll just disappear, like everything else that never had value.

i know you're leaving in the morning when i wake up but you return even stronger.

best bassist ever

happy birthday jeremy clayton davis ♥ 

your the best bassist ever, love you, thank you for being a part of paramore (:

tell me what to think !